What has life taught me..?

This is not a overview of my life. I am thinking it in a different way...not sure whether my attempt will be successful.Childhood days were not interesting for me because I prepared a plan about those days only after I became an adult..by then childhood days were gone!!So I am starting off from college days..

College life is a very adventurous and interesting one. During college days,we learn many things except what we are taught in class!!We will learn how to sleep in class and even while writing notes,how to bunk classes,how to write 3 or 4 assignments at a time ,how to study 3 modules in 3 night outs ...The most exciting part one will have in the four year UG course will be the tours or better named as IVs or study tours!.They will be full of enjoyment.You can enjoy the journey,as well as, spend a lot of good memorable days with your "loving" friends.You won't even know how fast the days would go...

I believe this will be the case with most of my batch mates, except for me. I may not be a fun loving person,as others may say..But the truth is I am.I am sure I am second to none in the way I enjoy my life and my experiences. For me life is a passion and nothing else. I love to live in this world. This was not the case with me a year ago. But as comrade CP(He is Kiran CP,my fiance) says, I too have a space in this world to live in . I am the all in all in my world. I enjoy my life from this world of mine,like the one mentioned in the film "parzania". I haven't yet found any of my friends sharing such a view except comrade CP.The influence CP made in my life is still a wonder for me. He was the person who taught me how to take things lightly. I started observing life philosophically. Just in one year I could make my life changing like anything, oh ,let me make it clear,I was forced to do so. That's why I say I am special in my own way.It can be my way of self protection(as to say protecting my identity in this world),just opposite to the self protection way of Chameleon...that creature tries to make itself look same as the surroundings and i am trying to make myself distinct from others. Sounds like a nice hypothesis...?!!

I have changed a lot since the last onam. It may be due to the deadly loneliness I experienced one year ago from my so-called friends. Oh yes,friends had their own reasons...definitely!
I am sure, my experiences alone are sufficient for one to feel as life is miserable. Oh, I too had that feeling..hehe. Anyhow I was able to get through that period..yes for sure..because I am still alive..!!! But I would say, such loneliness will help you to strive hard,not for your success, but for your survival.It came as a breath of fresh air and now I don't believe in friendship at all.


I am sure I have a reason why I am keeping aloof from all the activities. I have a definite answer..I just need to be different ...want to be what I am...and what I say. I don't need to get along with my friends anymore. In my life I seldom find people giving importance to relationships.Many among us are driven off by petty ego and not by interests and sincerity. I used to make mine similar to the others' voice in a group. But now I realize that there is no point in it.The point is whether I am successful in making it different from others.

Sharing all these with someone who will ever happen to see my blog I breathe a sigh of relief as to say.Life is an experience. Each and every moment can be seen as a new lease on life.We need to make the best of it,that's all.This is my new hypothesis....the best one I ever made